Monthly Archives: December 2012

there is still an innocence thrown into the mix bag of age & experience, rolled up in something of a carpet roll of stress & a lack of time to spend on any real connection beyond the immediate fleeting moments, … Continue reading →

“i’m gonna lose weight! get ridda’ that gut! firm up that tush! finally stop fucking smoking! get my shit together! get outta debt! start looking for a new job! join a gym! start eating healthy! spend more time with my … Continue reading →

chaos alone is less constructive than that which fluctuates within the parameters of the norm—like a bomb ticking, like a blade sharpening, like a rebel waiting in the jungle—knowing the lines within which one colors, so that the lines can … Continue reading →

after all the idiots who followed Camping found themselves up shit’s crick after May of 2011 & after all the morons hoping & “praying” that they would get a “get out of life free” card with the ending of the … Continue reading →

dear self,   though i have written to you before regarding the stretching of your arm so far, wide & high up in the air, that the ceiling fan chops at me (fingers on your right hand), this time i’m … Continue reading →

as all the “elected” puppets congregate with hands tied behind their backs & marionette strings held in the hands of corporate america (aka the global corporate), they edge the tips of their toes along the “fiscal cliff,” in order to … Continue reading →

have to have had nothing to appreciate something, have to have had something to know all you can lose, have to know what can be lost, in order to preserve, have to preserve & sustain so as to survive amidst … Continue reading →

self, exist with the reality that things can be changed.   self, gain courage, develop strength & wisdom will come in the process of knowing that one can never truly know enough— one must always be learning.   self, know … Continue reading →

chain reaction dominates this life & to walk astray from this path, creates a domino effect of which not one part can separate itself.   walking then with a lucid conscience, walking carefully, can become a burden, as paranoia, anxiety … Continue reading →

s/he does not turn the cheek s/he does not move aside s/he does not smile to make others feel comfortable s/he doesn’t feel the need to illuminate your world with pleasantries & hopeful metaphors s/he’s been there, s/he’s not phased … Continue reading →